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Always a princess who for the life of her can't(Kahn't) speak or write American. a geek at heart. in love. a dreamer.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009,
I have decided to close this blog indefinitely. It's a chapter of my life I'll never forget. I've cried, laughed, and learned much during this period of my life.
But I don't think I'm that same person anymore. I'm in the process of finding myself again. This isn't an existentialist crisis anymore. It's me trying to find what I want from myself.
Thank you for reading my blog throughout this time. I'll definitely have a new one, when I find my voice again.
This isn't goodbye. It's just a chance to let your heart grow fonder. I know you'll still love me:) teehee
8:17 AM
Thursday, July 30, 2009,
Kali ini, kurasa dari lubuk hatiku,
Aku telah terasa
Cinta yang bukannya untuk menunjuk-nunjuk,
Mahupun untuk kekayaan di dunia ini.
Kali ini, hatiku menjadi kepunyaannya sekali lagi,
Tetapi kami bukan insan yang sama,
Bukannya buta kepada dunia lagi,
Bukannya buta kepada duka atau kekecewaan.
Kali ini, hati ini hati kamu,
Untuk sekarang dan selamanya,
Kerana cinta ini,
Bukan cinta biasa.
7:04 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009,
Zomg, I just realized how dumb I'm getting. I was talking to Lionel and the conversation went like this.
Me: Baby, I'm reading about how to have nice legs
Nel : hahahaha
Me: I'm so cute
*Nel is visibly ignoring me*
Nel: hehe
Nel: I'm reading an article about the difference between 747's and a380 and cost mile benefits and stuff.
omg. I'm so stupid. I'm sorry CMU. I swear everyone else there is smart.
6:10 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009,
Sometimes I feel that although I have a lot of friends.. do I really have friends? Is it possible to feel so alone even though you know people love you.
6:00 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009,
It's funny how a little change of relationship on facebook can spark a little fire. I'm not talking about my own change of relationship on facebook. That has been volatile for a while.
We've decided to keep it quiet. No one has to know, really. Is she ashamed of it, you might ask. Quite the opposite. I have a love hate relationship with facebook. Everything is so.. made known, and even though denied.. it's all for show. The latest parties, latest thrills, gorgeous outfits.. feeling like you've known the other person after a cruise through their page, be it looking through their photos, reading every post, every detail.. or just having them appear on your newsfeed.
It's so personal yet so unpersonal at once.
With only so many choices available.. how do I describe our relationship. I would call him my boyfriend, but it's more than that. A lover? It would be reducing it to just that.
I would like to think that it's indescribable, the unclassifiable kind of relationship. Like Donald and Daisy, or Mickey and Minnie.
12:59 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009,
Because it's one in the morning and I'm in need of a deep..rough..serious..RANTING(where did your dirty mind go?), I will instead post who I think are the top 10 absolute sex's . In no particular order (because I feel like it, who says I'm nice)
Anna Kournikova, top tennis nobody, but who cares. photo: WENN.com
Wentworth Miller. hottest star on tv ever. You are not allowed to disagree.
Miranda Kerr. Quickly becoming one of my favorite Victoria Secret models.
photo: VS
needs no introduction nor explanations. I just want to BE her.
photo: www.hollywoodtuna.com
mmm... it seems like all things French are yummy. Gaspard Ulliel. mmm
Adriana Lima. My favorite VS model by far.
Isabel Lucas. The girl held her own against Megan Fox in Transformers. That's saying something.
photo: WENN.com
Channing Tatum yumminess
Reggie Bush. You've probably never heard of him. Neither have I, really. I just know that he plays for the New Orleans Saints in the NFL. another reason to visit New Orleans soon. mmm
Of course, what kind of list of hotness will be complete without Miss Fox. Is there any other way to end the list?
I hope my list fluffed up your day. teehee. Let me know:)
-Your gorgeous-
10:15 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009,
Your little piggie
6:31 AM